Anxious...

I have had a hard time sleeping the last couple nights in preparation for this appointment today.  I'm so glad I have a friend going with me for support!  I just can't shake the feeling that it will be bad news.  Staying positive is so much easier said than done, I know.
I did talk with my PCP yesterday and he shared some insight with me that I hadn't thought of yet.  He was funny because he said, "You know how this goes."  To which I replied, "When I'm in this section of my life, I'm not a nurse.  I'm just the crazy lady who wants a baby!"  He reminded me that in the circumstances when a lab value directs the course of treatment, it is the physician's responsibility to share that with the patient in order to communicate risks vs. benefits for the plan of treatment.  Like I said, I know all this, but it all completely goes out the window when it comes to me dealing with my infertility!
I have prayed so much in the last couple days, asking God to help us through this portion of the journey.