The embryologist called this morning to let us know that all 4 eggs were fertilized, however, only 2 embryos made it to today. I was very discouraged at this news. I feel like a complete failure. I've followed all the instructions, done everything exactly the way the dr told me to, and now I've only got 2 embryos, who have to be amazing and make it to Tuesday for transfer.
I'm trying so hard to stay positive, praying for these 2 embryos that they are the strongest. It's just so hard to stay positive when all my hopes and dreams are literally on the line here. JP is trying to stay positive, too, but I can tell he's disappointed, which completely breaks my heart! All I have ever wanted is to have a family and just when I think that might be possible for us, it seems like that dream is moving farther away from us.
So, please pray with us, as my bestie says, that these 2 embryos are tough lil boogers! They will call in the morning to let us know how they do.
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