Well, we have waited and waited and waited for a whole week now. Tomorrow is the big day! I will go to the hospital for a lab draw pregnancy test in the morning, probably early, since I'm sure I won't be able to sleep well. The lab will then fax the results to the dr and my nurse will call me with the news. I'm hoping it will be by noon, but I can't be certain.
I have had such anxiety over this! I have questioned every thing I have felt, from nausea to cramping. I told JP the other night that I wished there was a way for me to know for sure right now without having to wait for the pregnancy test. For those of you who know, you understand that I don't wait well. I'm not very patient when comes to waiting on something that I want very badly. So, if nothing else, this is a lesson on patience and taking things one day at a time.
I've tried to relax and not worry, but that is easier said than done! I've been thinking positive thoughts and praying, almost constantly. If I could will this to happen for us just by being positive and praying, it would definitely happen for us!!
So, I ask that you continue to pray for us, especially tomorrow morning. My friend from work suggested we trade days so I'm not trying to concentrate while my mind is wondering. I will be a nervous wreck until I hear from the nurse! Good news or not, you will hear from me sometime tomorrow.
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